You are on my mind all of the time, more so now than just after you passed. It's snowing today and I wonder if you can see it. I took Maya for a haircut today - she really is so beautiful and turning into a gorgeous young lady - I wish you were here to see her. She was wearing your ring today - Mum gave her some of your costume jewellery and it is one of her favourite pieces, it's a gold band with a pinky cream round stone. Love you x

With Mothering Sunday coming this weekend, I think of how you loved Jash and Maya as if they were your own. they certainly saw you as a second mummy and I am grateful for all the time you got to spend with them during their younger years when you lived with us. You shared everything from sports days to decorating their bedrooms, taking them out on day trips when i was at work. There was nothing you weren't happy to do. I am angry that you won't get to share the grown up memories that they are making. 18th birthdays, weddings and perhaps their children one day? At every special occasion , birthday and family event , I think of you and hope that you are watching from somewhere and that you can still enjoy and share it all? Always missing you xxx

Last night I dreamt of you for the 1st time since your passing. You looked beautiful with curly long hair and a colourful turquoise sweater. When I asked you why you were here, you replied "because i just am" I can't remember much more but you seemed happy and full of life which made it a very happy dream. Love you xx 28/1/18